stop thingking nonsense girl..
 they have their own background,..how they grown up..
is not your business gurl.. just take it easy..
i know is hard to accept what are on your mind and what are on your eyes saw..
they are they..
you are you..
just be who you are..
is not kind of SPM examination,..is just an half of exam in your life..
you got to realise and live on reality gurl..
"i cannot trust people.."
i know is hard for me..
i know is not a simple live as what i want to..
in this life,i have to follow the rules that exactly truth and exist..

seriously i want to be as perfect as you but i can't..
until now i can accept what are going on my mind..
i think i have to see someone phychological..
[everytime i had to tell this..mom,i not strong to live on my own life..]
is just a  hardest thing..
is not  a life as simple as sleep,drink,watch movie..
it just a cycle routine..
ussually make mistaken..
i dont know how to trust myself..

i got nothing in my life...
i have to keep my heart feeling,
i got to keep my problem..
no one will understand me as much as you..
i feeling sick now..i think this life is cheating!!




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